gOnNA miSs mY shopPing ParTnEr~

dy da ke SARAWAK.. hope dy xlupe saye.. bia xjumpe pn as long as dy egt sy pn da ok.. whee~ gonna miss semua yg saye buat bersama dy. dy yg salu marah2 saye.. menteri kewangan saye. t dy xad sape nk jd menteri kewangan sy?? hee.. at this moment, terkenang kembali all da memories yg kite pernah alami bersama.. awk jd menteri kewangan sy, sy jd accountant awak kannn? yelaa.. sb sy yg dok mengira segala belanja. "fafa disc 20% so jd bape rm?" "disc 70% tinggal berape?" hahahaaa.. den bile part sy nk beli.. " xpayah.. da over budget.." "xpayah.. ko nk beli wat pe? membazir.." heheheeee.. how i miss our shopping tym.. ekeke.. so TEHA, xpe. dok swk kumpul dwet.. balik kite shopping same.. huhuuhuu.. well dy juz ke swk je.. utk further study.. so let her go fafa.. moga dean list la every sem ye my fwen since ko ckp dat ur life now da mcm H (sb xad wifi kann?) hahaaa.. n for NUR FATIHAH ARIFIN.. selamat mengejar impian anda.. sy sentiasa d belakang anda.. luv ya n miss yaa~ 

diam x diam i finished my intern already.. hehee.. gonna miss orang2 kt sana esp mereka2 yg rapat dgn saya. thx to all yg banyak membberi tunjuk ajar. jasamu dikenang. kepada mereka2 yang telah memberi tanda2 kenangan kt saya, terima kasih too.. i'll never forget u all.. kak najwa, kak yani, abg faizal, mye, fariza, kay, pn lai, ray, tee, abg mat.. haaa so many more names laa.. kepada semuaa, ARIGATO~!

kak najwa, me, shahida, maarlina n ana

wei na

me wif tee n poh hoi

it was my first experience eva. shit. spoil my mood for the whole evening. being tensed by the cdr reconstitution is not sumthing dat i like the most. but it turned out like hell. ok sepanjang cdr uh sy cume buat satu je ubat. wtf la.. n the remains were done by abg faizal. terase diri teramatla lembab (mmg betol pn) sumtyms in this kind of situation i hate myself gle2. waaaa... ketensionan yg amat today sampai xbley nk drive balik. mcm nk nges je rase dlm cdr room d.. menggigil jgn ckp la. adoyai.. jgn la cm ney.. fafa u hv to b strong!  =)

corat coret tym malas!

it has been such a long time, i guess since my last post. well. not much story to share. my life runs as usual with a lil bit change here and there. still doing my practical at Hospital Muar. it such a very2 new experience for me. the most interesting part is when saya terminat sumbody that will not definitely be mine. haha.. however it is, until now i still have a lil crush on him. haha. sy x boleh if dy tgk saya or dkt2 dgan saya. glabah.. haha.. yg paling x boleh bla nye bile tiap2 ary dgn confident nye doa bia dy pn ade feeling yg same. but actually name yg d sebut dalam doa uh x betol.. sah2 la xtermakbul kannn.. haha niat pn da lain. haisyhh... fafa2~
3 August 2011.. today is CLs's anniversary. hepy ulang tahun u guys.. hehehe.sy windu kowang2..
jelesh! yes i am.. kawan dtg n pergi. its true.. i can feel it.. BFF is not longer BFF.. masing2 mcm da ade geng baru yela.. kami semua kan da membawa haluan balik ke negeri masing2.. so yg tinggal kt sana pn mestila kne cari kawan baru kann.. life must go on. i admit dat. but the thing is sy je yg x dpt nk halang perasaan jelesh neyh. at times, i missed my ramadhan's life with them back den. byk bende yg berlaku tym ramadhan ney.. this ramadhan is absolutely diff from the old ramadhan.. how i miss our relationship that i tot was stronger forever.. hmm.. Allah knows the best! chill fafaaaa~! =)
  

it's a dull birthday....

19^th MAY 2011~ Although it’s my 21^st birthday but seriously I do feel nothing about it. Same je mcm ary2 biasa. plus on that day ary bekerja saya. the most important thing is I don’t even receive a single present weyh! I do hoping something BIG gonna be happen on that day but actually x pn.. saya cume terharu bile someone, somebody yg saya x harap n sangka wish saya. N my family pn give me a big supprise ble dowang wish right afta 12 am. Sedeyh? Confirm ade.. bile kawan2 yg rapat, yg saya tunggu2 lupe nk wish birthday saya. N a lil bit frustrated bile mereka2 xegt bfday saya even saya msg2 dowang sampai ke lewat malam. Yep. Memang saya xade hak nk suruh2 dowang wish saya, p tetap boleh berharap yang dowang ingat birthday saya. Muttakin Mafauzy, Aiman Zaki Md Shukor n Asma’ Roslan.. 3 orang pertama yg wish saya malam tu.. thanks a lot kowang. Heee.. p dat nite actually byk msg fb msuk, semua msg wish birthday. Bese la kt fb kan ade reminder birthday. Heehee.. p pape pn, saya tetap da 21.. saya da besar! Hehe im a big gurl now. So, saya kene lah jadi lebih matang dalam ape jua benda n keadaan. Utk bella idrus, khalisah ramli n paein thx a lot too sb x lupe birthday saya.. n for those who wished my birthday, tEriMa kaSih! hehee        

missing 'em!

SAD!!.. haaa.. itu lah perasaan aq now.. sedeyh giler.. waaaa... sy x nk balek.. gonna miss s.a soon sure pny.. n sy x ready la lak nk li.. how?? 

sy miss time2 jahiliah ktowang wlupun dah xmgkin bnde uh happen balik.. BELLA : BEAR : JIJIE : FAEZ : TAKIN.... name 2 yg x mgkin sy lupe.. haha.. even ktowang kenal x bape lame, p kitowang rapat mcm da kenal bertahun2.. byk bende ktowang buat same2.. dr kerja beng sampai laaa yg berfaedah (p mostly kerja2 yg beng++ laa) heee.. sy x dpt nk gambar kan how special they are to me.. masing2 ade perwatakan sendiri.. i wish that we r kembar siam! so xpayah nk pisah2..

BELLA: a very3 nice girl.. sopan yet so control (cover) hahaa! n xlupe BLUR! a person dat i can share segala jenis stowie.. sb dy je yg sgup denga.. hahaha.. (xtaw la klu x denga p wat2 denga.. ngee) <3 sumbody who always be beside me.. manje. hee.. sy suke maje2 gan dy kt bilik.. teman sy utk wat kje bodoh.. nyanyi same2 dlm toilet.. borak2 same mndi.. pakai losyen sebelah badan je for a week.. nk tgk kesan losyen uh.. itu siyes paling stupid.. kadang2 tdo same2.. yg pasti byk bnde bodoh je la yg ktowang buat same.. heee.. until now pn, bella yg plg byk sy cntact.. walaupun bell nmpak mcm lebih matang dr bear, p eceli bella byk ekut je kate kitowang. haha bella setia, i like! ngee.. at first sy egt la dy sombong, rupenye pemalu.. p da kenal, ceit.. pemalu la sgt kannn.. klu tym2 1st msuk hostel dulu, nk salin sluar pn kne pakai towel, now.. harapan laaa.. heee... dr sowang yg pendiam, xade life ble join kami2 semua dy jd wild da.. hahaa.. klu dulu barang2 semua teratur je, da ready awal2 b4 clz.. makin dok gan kotowang, makin tunggang langgang jd nyer.. hee.. pengaruh rakan gilerr.. heee.. saranghae belle!

BEAR: siti norbainun abu bakar.. hahaha.. FUNNY! dats her.. xpenah nk tujuk the real feeling kt owang.. kecuali marah.. teman gadoh sy.. walaupun sy rajin mlayan kerenah dy, kdg2 biler penat terlebih layan, ade gak sy n dy 'terbabas'.. p babas kami x lame. paling koman sehari.. agak2 geram terlebih, salah sowang mesti balik umaa.. hee.. balik hostel balik, semua kembali normal.. sy windu dy la now! huu.. egt x bear, haha.. ade skali uh kte mcm terbabas sket.. x tahan, aq balik uma.. 2,3 ary aq balik hostel balik, p balik2 hostel je, malam uh gak kte terus merayap ke kl nek moto mizi.. heee hebat kan kite?? hahaha.. biler gado2 manje kt YM.. sb beberapa pkara yg mcm x masuk aqal ble dipikir2 balik.. hee.. biler tinggal berdua je gan dy, mesti kami wat kje bodo yg x trem.. klu gn bella byk kt dlm bilik, gan bear byk kt luar bilik.. kite g mandi wetworld same2.. haha.. den jmpe gan ahaaa.. lupe lak, giant ke raksasa ek kite panggil dy.. adek budak ade diploma uh.. hahahaaha.. men bowling.. jalan2 nek moto.. hee.. semua byk layan kerenah ko eceli.. haha.. sb ko mcm bdk2.. x matured.. da mcm adek2 aq je.. ko matured ble timbul nk marah adek agkat ko jee, A bkn name sebenar.. haha n n n tym bile melibatkn hal3 cintan cintun.. u r the master! wow! byk sgt bnde yg kite wat same.. klu nk list, x ckup space krang.. heee..

JIJIE: 1st jumpe kt NSPC.. hahaha.. start kenal kt tag.. huhu..aq kan suke stalk owang pny.. hee.. at first aq suke dy.. mcm skema. p macam je laaa.. kenyataan nye x pn.. haha.. tym2 dulu aq suke dy bile aq nmpak dy.. hahaa.. takat tu je laa.. bile balik bilik, dok stowie2 kat bella n asma.. hahaha.. p bile da rapat. sy taw sy bkn suke dy pn.. (di atas sb2 tertentu yg sy nmpak mase konflik2 malanda dirinyer.. chewahhh!) hahaha..  walaupun dy baek, p sb ade satu perangai dy, yg mane konon dulu dok suke uh lesap sekelip mate.. keh3.. aq rase semua taw kenape, kecuali dy. p bile sy taw dy suke bella afta uh, sy sgt3 suke.. heee.. sb bella sy plg syg.. x kesah la klu dy mcm obsessed kt bella kan.. dr dy obsessed gan owg yg b4 bella uh. (haha.. clue ney!) at least i noe, ade sumbody yg bek akan jage bella cz i luv her muchie3.. jijie baek.. sy taw dy kompem2 akan cintan mati same bella. sb uh sy x wisau. bella dpt owg yg baek.. hee.. 1st tym cple kann.. jijie is like my brother. siyes aq ckp aq sayang dy. p sbgai sowang abang.. haha.. n kadang bapak! biler taw sy xcident gan bella n takin.. perghhhh.. beerderau darah, terhenti jantung den ney haa jap.. p syukur dowang semua selamat!

FAEZ: mase mule2 kenal dy, 1st impression sy kt dy adalaahhhh.. hisyh mamat ney, giler kerek. blagak, ckp besar! susah gaul.. penting diri.. haaa semua yg x elok2 laaa.. p biler da kenal eceli faez ney niceeeee~! wlu pn mase mule2 rapat gan dy aq sgt2 takot gan dy, sb dy suke tego2 bnde2 yg salah aq wat. p at the same time sy suke laaa sb bolehlah sy meng'improve'kan diri saye.. makin lame kenal, baru boleh masuk gan dy.. dy sowang yg lawak n kaki ayat! hahaa.. player terunggul antara mereka! klu queen nye bear, king dy faez la! hahaha.. agak2 klu nk soh dy list kan nem2 gf n scandal dy, for sure mesti dy kne perah2 otak nk mngingat. hee.. p satu yg sy suke kt dy is, dy x lupe kawan.. ready utk tlg kawan biler2 mase je.. heee.. n n n.. dy taw layan owang ekut gaye owang uh.. bkn ekut care dy je.. ade toleransi kt situ sket.. tgk la care dy lyn bear, bella n sy berbeza2.. (dr sudut pndg aq laa). n the other reason y sy suke dy adalah dy lawaakk p at the same tym dy seyes! haa cane uh? kene kenal dy la baru taw kannn..

TAKIN: talkative.. mase mule2 jmpe sy egt dy pendiam.. biler da kenal.. pergh.. mulut dy kalah pompuan.. haha.. bile da bercakap, sure susah nk berhenti.. humble. kami semua x taw dy anak D. last2 jijie gak yg first bkak mulut biler bear tny2.. heee... mane x.. bese golongan2 mereka akan bawak kete.. yg dy dok bawak moto je.. heee.. p now da advance la sb bwk da kete.. hahaa.. takin seorang yg setia kawan.. hmm.. dr sudut pndag sy dy sowang yg sgt berkeyakinan.. kadang2 terlebih yakin, mcm dy salu ckp confident level uh penting, salah xpe.. yg pnting confident! hahahaa.. seorang yg lawak secara semula jadi n anak emak yg pasti.. hahahaa.. lg2 dy ade karisma n gaya yg tersendiri. satu yg wat aq xkan lupe kt dy sb setakat kitowang semua kua same2, perfume xpenah dy lupe nk pakai.. hahaa.. aq lak mmg suke baw perfume laki.. hahaa.. so, aq bley conclude takin ney  ade citarasa yg hebat, sb semua perfume dy pakai baw sedap2. haha.. if sy x silap, ade 3 perfume yg pernah aq baw dr dy.. sb uh sy minat dy, sb perfume dy. giler habat!! hee..

sedalam mane sy SAYANG JIJIE, sy SUKA FAEZ n saya MINAT TAKIN.. tetappp x boleh lawan mereka2 yg hadir dlm hati sy yg mane kuat melayan kerenah sy dlm bilik.. haha.. of cz la my luvly roomies kann.. BEAR n BELLA. n the other one girl who r really special to me is NUR FATIHAH ARIFIN.. hehe.. yg ney special case sikit..

TEHA: kepala batu but hati tisu. heee.. klu mlm2 bear mntak megy kt dy 1st yg dy akan wat is bebel! hahaha.. p dlm dy bebel2 uh, dy bangun gak wat kan bear megy.. heee.. how niceeee.. sy windu dy.. sejak dy li x berkesempatan nk jmpe dy sampai la now. sok sy nk balek johor daa.. mmg x dpt la nk jmp dy.. SOWIE TEHA~ tehaaaaaaaa u noe how much i miss u n how much i luv u kann.. so x kesa la jmpe ke x yg penting hati yg me'link'kan kite sentiasa hidup.. heee.. teha chubby p suke bgaye.. hahaha.. same2 bazer dwet wat bnde bkn2 utk owng yg x begune.. heehee.. teman shopping sy.. kalu kua gan bear dwet abes x nmpak p bile kua gan teha, kompem2 dwet akan lebih habis p nampak la barang2 yg di beli uh.. heee.. paling x bley lupe, teha siap bely terpengaruh gan aq beli perfume beratus hinggit.. hehe hebat gak aq dapat pengaruh dy yg susa nk d pengaruhi.. bile da name shopping gan teha je sure2 namenye shopping x egt dunia.. hahaha.. memory paling besh with teha adalah tym2 kerja kt banjir.. at 1st niat ktowang cume nk teman jeee.. p ble da dok pusing2 cari2 keje, last2 ktowang yg dapat kje.. hahaa.. itu lah pngalaman pertama kami kerja.. as a waitress serba boleh kt BAN-J! haha.. mane x.. ktowang la amek order, anta order, basoh pinggan, kaki gossip, kemas kedai. wat air.. x ke namenye seba boleh uh.. heee.. p dr situlah ktowang dapat pengalaman yg paling berharga.. kan teha kan.. haha.. taw cane susahnye cari dwet.. wlupun penat, p berbaloi sb mkn tiap2 ary free.. hahaha.. sy x lupe scandal teha, abang chef mate kerror.. wakakaaa.. mmg superb la teha! =) 

so, BEAR : BELLA : JIJIE : FAEZ : TAKIN : TEHA.. adalah name2 yg insyAllah sentiasa ade dlm hati n fikiran sy.. kate owng bia jaoh d mata, p di hati jgn lupa.. hope hati2 yg me'link'kan kite uh terus kekal menge'link.. heheheee.. one day insyAllah, kite akan gather balik semua sekali.. ^^"

apE dA jaDi????

whut happen to her??? ape sebenarnye..? sy taw dy mmg sosial.. p sesosial dy x ade la melampau2.. harap2 la ape yg sy denga uh xbetol.. xtaw la.. cume dpt doa agar dy berubah balik.. myb dy nk tunjuk kat wan kowt yg xade effect ape2 lepas wan tinggal kan dy.. paein.. paein.. aq x rse ini yg patut jd. berkawan gan mereka2 yg kaki clubbing.. siap tolong hantar dowang g.. x mustahil one day t ko pn akan terjebak same since ko pn pernah ckp.. 'once in the lifetime ko nk gk try msuk tempat2 macam uh..' huhuuu... =( plz my dear fwen, do not let 'em influenced u.. so far ape yg aq nmpak pn ko mmg makin ntahla.. makin seksi, makin bebas.. p ape yg wat aq lg sedeyh, denga ko wat x endah ape mk ko ckp.. huhu.. nta laa... mcm2 cara aq pikir nk sedarkan ko.. p kne tgu aq start l.i laaa.. dekat! n myb klu ktowang da ade.. x ade la ko hang out gan membe2 clubbing ko uh.. kannn???